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       February 10, 2001

6:25 PM - drea
*shudders* This the convo between me and Ka Hong last night.

K: oh ok, thank you...oh btw, i know y ppl will neva choose me to be their b/f...i think itz cuz i am so sissy, n sometimes very annoying(juz like as u know, how many ppl yelled shut up to me per lesson), n i look SO UGLY....hehe, am i?

A: dunno.

K: oh, haf u ever seen my sissy actions b4?

A: you always have sissy actions....

K: did that make u afraid of me sometimes?

A: kinda.

K: plz don't be afraid, n if u can, try to remind me not to do so.
cuz thatz my very bad habit which happened since i waz like 2 years old or sometin....can u do that?

A: ooooookay....

K: (no offense)
u could be the type of g/f i waz rely lookin fer....but i know u won't want me to be yer b/f...thatz so sad...cuz u r very nice to me, n i know u can rely make me look like a real boy...thatz true.

oh well, gettin late...i gotta go to bed now, cya tomorrow morning if u r goin the the "Ideal husband" reahersal ok?
gnite!

A: oh ok...gee, thanks. ok bye.

0_o

Aaaanyways...I totally missed the rehearsal today. >_< I overslept and woke up at around 1..*sighs* Oh well...but I saw Jacqueline and she said I wasn't even on the list thingy so I don't think anyone really noticed I was gone. =P Oh well, I waited for everyone to get out of rehearsal...Mrs. Stearns kept everyone in half an hour later. Haiya. And then after that, we planned to go watch 'Comic Wind Cloud' (Doogey's translation xD) but then instead Doogey and Lemo went to Game Empire, so I went cuz I needed to train. xP So Judy went home and Sara ditched me at the very last second (!!), and then I went to Wanchai. I was so very lost when I got there! I called them up to ask them which exit I go out from the MTR...and none of them had any idea. 0_o So I asked Shum, and he told me to go all the way to 298...and I just walked for like 45 min or something like that, and finally I went back to the MTR station, went out another exit, and FINALLY I found it. -_-

And then when I was training, all of a sudden this guy two comps away from me was like: Hey Andrea, know who I am?

Me: *narrows eyes* (must be another smartass.) No.

Guy: That's so sad...

Me: 0_o

Later, I heard someone call the guy Blake.

Me: ......BLAKE?!?!

So then I was like: OMG!! Blake?! That's you??!! I didn't recognize you! =O

Blake: Heh heh.

Oh well, yeah, so he looks quite different now...whoo. =O Yeah, anyways, I stuck around until like...5:30, and when I got home mom told me dad was really upset and stuff because I ran out of the house without telling him where I was going and stuff...but hai. I told him I was going to rehearsals last night. So I told mom I wasn't needed and stuff....=P I mean, that's semi true..heh? =P



12:51 AM - drea
Blergh..stomach ache.

Ack...Ka Hong is so annoying! >_< It's like he's been stalking me for forever. He's been following us throughout the dance, and now he can't stop bugging me. Arrgh. X_x Oh well...anyways. The dance went okay...it was kinda pathetic. When we got there, there was like...no one. =O But then afterwards, we went to Park'n'Shop, and then we went down to Causeway, had a bit of fun. =D

Oh yeah. I just remembered. That e-mail waaay long ago I sent....Billy told me about it today. He told me he had opened it in Arthur's place. 0_o And so Arthur, BT, him all saw it. X_X How embarassing...>_<

I think it's been a pretty good day today..I think God wanted me to learn a lesson. You know, I was getting all hyped up for the dance, although I knew I won't get to dance with anyone, but hey, it's nice to dream. ;D Anywaaays...I had so much fun today, and it just makes me think how precious friendship really is. I'm just so happy today...I'm so happy I have such great friends. Damn. xD

Blah di blah. Here are the links to the clips..turned out they didn't work after all so I zipped them, should work now. ^_^

Both clips::Clip for Carmen

Bleh. It's already 1 am...better sleep. Got rehearsal tomorrow...ugh.

       February 8, 2001

9:57 PM - drea
Grr...*shakes fist frustrated*

I had typed up my whole 'digicam escapade' ready to post on Krap and Krap doesn't work!! *cries* I try to go to EoFF and EoFF is DOWN! *dies* I can't believe it! x_x; Oh well..I'll continue to try. ^_^;;

Whew. Tomorrow's the dance...I'm a little bit nervous. =O And I passed my french oral today! I got 10...I'm so happy!! ^_^ Heehee...and I did no preparation work the night before either....^_^;; Oh well...I'm glad that's done and over with. =D Well...I'll continue to check if I can post it up. Grarrgh. =P I'll lend you access to the piccies and clips too, then. ^_~ Might as well...=P

1::2::3::4::5

Clip 1::Clip 2::Clip 3 (especially for Carmen! :D)

       February 7, 2001

11:04 PM - drea
Life is like a leftover tong yuen.

If you stick it in the microwave for too long, the outside layer just melts away, and all the sweet insides come out, mixed with the water, making it a pile of goo. Kind of like, if you don't do things the first time, and when you come back to do it again, sometimes it just doesn't work...or maybe like...I dunno.

I'm so frustrated. Goddamned microwave on high heat for a minute and a half did that to my precious leftover tong yuens. But I'm so desperate for tong yuen I just ate it anyways..turned out only one was busted and the insides all came out and mixed with the water. Grargh.

I'm always feeling frustrated with every little thing now. I don't know what's wrong with me. Jeez, I'm such a bitch.

       February 5, 2001

9:12 PM - drea
Love Song

hitorikiri janai shinjirarenai
mada mayotte
kimi wo shiru made sou jibun sae
mienakatta
hitori de aruita kizukanakatta
kono mabushisa
subete to fureau koto sou
nazeka kowakute

I miss you kimi no hitomi
I love you ukandeiru

chi wo nagashitsuzuke tatakaitsuzuke
aruiteku
kimi to deau made sou shinjiteta
nantonaku
kizutsukiattemo tsuyoku aishita
tabi no tochuu de
mada owaranai yume
dakishimeteitai kedo

I miss you itsu no hi ni ka
sono kizu wo
I love you iyaseru kara
sou kimi wo aishiteru
Love Song Together
sou kimi wo hanasanai

hitorikiri janai shinjiteitai
hanareteitemo
nee aitai toki wa kono uta wo
dakishimete

I miss you itsu no hi ni ka
kono yume wo
I love you mou ichido

sou kimi to tsutaetai
Love Song Together
sou kimi to itakatta
sou kimi wo aishiteru
Love Song Together
sou kimi wo kono ai wo wasurenai

Rosier (+ Translation)

Kagayaku koto sae wasureta machi wa
NEON no kouzui muyuubyou no mure
Kusatta yabou no fuki damari no naka
Miageta yozora wo kiri kizande ita BIRU
--
This town that's forgotten even how to shine
The crowd of sleepwalkers beneath the neon floods
Within the drift of rotted ambitions
Are the buildings that break up the night sky above

Yume no nai, kono sekai
--
There's no room for dreams in this world

Kagayaku hoshi sae mienai toukai de
Yozora ni owari wo sagashi motomete
Kono yo ni kazashita hosoi yubisaki
Kotae wo sagashi motomete iru
--
In this town where you can't even see the shining stars
Searching for the end in this night sky
Holding up a slender fingertip to the night
I search for an answer

Yurete yurete ima kokoro ga
Nani mo shinjirarenai mama
Saite ita nowa my rosy heart
Yurete yurete kono sekai de
Aisuru koto mo dekinu mama
Kanashii hodo azayaka na, hanabira no you ni
--
Shaking, shaking, right now my soul
Is unable to believe in anything
The thing that bloomed was my rosy heart
Shaking, shaking, in this world
It's impossible to love
It's so clear that it hurts, just like a flower petal

ROSIER, aishita kimi niwa
ROSIER, chikazukenai
ROSIER, dakishimerarenai
ROSIER, itoshisugite
--
ROSIER, I can't get close
ROSIER, to the you who I loved
ROSIER, I can't hold on to you
ROSIER, I love you too much

I've pricked my heart

By the time I knew, I was born
Reason or quest, not being told
What do I do. What should I take
Words "God Only Knows" won't work for me
Nothing starts, nothing ends in this city
Exists only sever lonesome and cruel reality
But still I search for light
I am the trigger. I choose my final way
Whether I bloom or fall, is up to me

I've pricked my heart
I am the trigger
I've pricked my heart

Kagayaku hoshi sae mienai toukai de
Yozora ni owari wo sagashi motomete
Kono yo ni kazashita hosoi yubisaki
Kotae wo sagashi motomete iru
--
In this town where you can't even see the shining stars
Searching for the end in this night sky
Holding up a slender fingertip to the night
I search for an answer

Yurete yurete ima kokoro ga
Nani mo shinjirarenai mama
Saite ita nowa my rosy heart
Yurete yurete kono sekai de
Aisuru koto mo dekinu mama
Hakanaku chitte yuku no ka, hanabira no you ni
--
Shaking, shaking, right now my soul
Is unable to believe in anything
The thing that bloomed was my rosy heart
Shaking, shaking, in this world
It's impossible to love
So fleeting, it's starting to fall, like a flower petal

Yurete yurete ima kokoro ga
Nani mo shinjirarenai mama
Saite ita nowa my rosy heart
Yurete yurete kono sekai de
Aisuru koto mo dekinu mama
Kanashii hodo azayaka na, hanabira no you ni
--
Shaking, shaking, right now my soul
Is unable to believe in anything
The thing that bloomed was my rosy heart
Shaking, shaking, in this world
It's impossible to love
It's so clear that it hurts, just like a flower petal

ROSIER, aishita kimi niwa
ROSIER, chikazukenai
ROSIER, dakishimerarenai
ROSIER, jibun sae mo
--
ROSIER, I can't get close
ROSIER, to the you who I loved
ROSIER, I can't hold on to you
ROSIER, or even to myself

Destiny

anata wo kanjitanara
omoiga motto todoitara
namida ga afurerukoto
tatta ima omoidasetano

kokoro karano sain ga midareteru
ryoukyoku ni yureru jibun wo warau
tsujitsuma sae awaserarenakute
sugite yuku hibi wo hodoiteita

ima ga kokode mawaridasu

chikazuku hodo ni tooku
umi no youni yurerukedo
anata mo oyoiderunara
kitto aeru unmei no toki ni

(fall in DESTINY...)

yubi to yubi wo karamasete utau
kono inochi no morosa utsukushisa wo

kono sekai wa owattemo

anata wo omoidaseba
anata wo motto kanjireba
namida ga afurerukoto
zutto zutto shitteitanoni

aishiteru aishiteiru
tada sono kotoba dakede

chikazuku hodo ni tooku
omoi wa mada yurerukedo
anata wo dakishimereba
anata wo motto kanjireba
namida ga afurerukoto
zutto zutto shitteitanoni

Thank ye for de romanized lyrics.

       February 4, 2001

10:31 PM - drea
I need to peeeeee!!

Err....well. Heheh. I just remembered...Mr. Tsang was like.."Andrea, did anyone ever tell you you look like Lucy Liu?" Me: (Apparently not. 0_o) Uhh....

Hee. Mr. Tsang is so funny =D He's just like a student more than a teacher. ^_^;; Ah well...We went to do the geo survey today. It wasn't so bad, hehe. =D La di da. I don't know what else to write. I'll go just draw stuff. =P



12:13 AM - drea
*yawn*

I haven't done any hw yet...and I really should. =P We're gonna do our geo survey thingy tomorrow...*yawn* *dies* It's sooo cold!!! xP