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       4.21.2001

10:01 PM - drea
Going to badminton soon, see ya tomorrow. =D



4:01 PM - drea
OH MY FUCKING GAWD.

TETSU SIGNED MY GBOOK =O



3:35 PM - drea

*drool*

P.S. *is drooling over the cute guy (Tetsu) on the right, not the deer with snot coming out of it*



3:19 PM - drea
Well, what we did yesterday.

Went to Visual Basic, and the guy who taught us didn't come because there was some sort of misunderstanding. 0_o So we stuck until 5 anyway, cuz Kai + Danny were playing cs and having a lot of fun. ;D Me? I just surfed and stuff. Then we went down to causeway, and we went to the arcades, played some stuff, then took the MTR to mongkok. I bought quite a bit of stuff, woo! And I especially got Chronicle2, and it has anemone LIVE!! xD~ And after I read the translator's notes saying anemone sounding like a farewell song...well, it kinda did, and everytime I listen to anemone now, it either makes me cry or want to cry. It just sounds so...wow. I recommend it! Get it on Napster or something..look for L'arc~en~Ciel / Anemone. It's so...sad. ;_;

       4.20.2001

3:54 PM - drea
Eh.

It's right before our visual basic lesson...so bored. Kai and Danny are playing cs...and I don't really want to play, it just doesn't seem as exciting as when I go to GE, haha. xD

Hm.

Hm.

How bored can I get?

Chung: Chat?
Me: Er...no.
Chung: Eh...hehe?
Me: Chatting with myself? (equivalent of BLOGGER)
Chung: Heheh.

La di da.

Have nothing to say.

Blah di blah.

Oh well....*watches Kai play cs while waiting for vb to start*



1:30 AM - drea
I need to sleep.

I'm dead tired. x_x But I couldn't help staying up another hour, because I have Kai's copied Black & White and I've played for quite a while now. It was SO much fun!! xD And it's so cute/funny too =D *sigh* Maybe I'll like rush home tomorrow night and play...^_^;;

...and I feel so cheated.

       4.19.2001

10:43 PM - drea
I'm so fucking tired. -_-



9:59 PM - drea
"Everyone always tells their friends they'll be Friends Forever, but how often does that last? You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and then you don't want to talk at all the year after that. So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life, I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have no friends at all, just remember this and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will. Facts of life:

1. At least 5 people in this world, love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you, in someway.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you. No kidding! I know some of those people.
4. A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. Without you, someone may not be living.
8. You are cared about no matter what others say.
9. You are special and unique, in your own way.
10. Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you.

11. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
12. When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world.
13. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it.
14. Always remember complements you received, forget about the rude remarks.
15. Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know.
16. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
**SEND THIS LETTER TO AS MANY PEOPLE AS YOU CARE
ABOUT, YOU WON'T GET ANY GOOD LUCK, AND YOUR CRUSH
WON'T SUDDENLY LIKE YOU, BUT YOU'LL BRIGHTEN UP
SOMEONE'S DAY, AND MIGHT CHANGE THEIR PERSPECTIVE ON
LIFE, FOR THE BETTER**
"

Sure, sure...



6:57 PM - kai
AHHHHHHHH!!! I FOUND THE ANEMONE TRANSLATION!! (Or rather, someone in the Fourth Avenue BBS found it.. ^^;)

Anemone Translation (taken from centigrade)

Surrounded by the kindness of the dear people,
I take off towards you.
With those shining memories engraved in my heart,
the wind pushes me to the road which continues to the port.

I think of that dear person
my feelings will last through the winter.

The glorious season
Ahh The boat leaves for a destination unknown
without waiting for the flowers to bloom.
No one will put out the quietly burning flame.
The little ship crossing the seas,
seeks a far away land with all its hope.
Ah my wish is but one,
to enturst my eternal vow to those hands.

Now the sounding of the bell tells me its that time.
Aa Anemone Ah my Anemone.
I'm taking off to you towards the time
when that hill blooms red
I'm taking off toward you
Ah toward you.

Translated By: Brian Stewart & Takako Sakuma

Translator's Notes: Anemone certainly sounds like a farewell song. If I didn't think Larc was. dedicated to their music I would think this would be the song to end their careers. Ok don't get scared, I'm fairly sure they have a few more years left in 'em. So who is the "you" in this song ? Is it god ? or is it the dear one he thinks of... ? Is it the Anemone ? We think "this feeling outlasted the winter" means, that eventhough hyde has come to his end, somehow the feelings he had for ths person have outlived him. There's a lot of ways tointerpret this. We wish we could tell. If we get anymore clues we'll let y'all know. The Aenomne is a flower, in bloom it is a red and purple color. It has been symbolic of death in certain cultures, but it is not so uncommon a flower and looks quite beautiful in the spring.

Wah.. it's so beautiful.. too bad it's dedicated to Megumi. -_- Oh well.. Hyde-sama's so sweet. ^_^

Romanized lyrics (taken from fourth avenue cafe)

taisetsu na hitobito sono yasashisa ni
tsutsumarete ayumidasu anata e to

kagayakashii omoide kizamaretamama
kaze wa aoru minato e tsuzuku michi e

itoshii sono hito wo omou
kimochi wa fuyu wo koeteyuku

azayaka na kisetsu aa hana ga saku no wo
matsu koto naku fune wa yuku mada minu basho e

shizuka ni moeru honoo wa
dare nimo kese wa shinai kara

umi wo wataru kobune wa tooku
negai wo komete daichi wo motomeru
sou watashi no kokoro wa hitotsu
eien no chikai wo sono te ni yudanete

ima watashi ni sadame no toki wo
tsugu kane no ne ga narihibiiteiru

aa anemone aa anemone yo
ano oka wo akaku someyuku koro ni wa

anata e to
tabidatteiru
anata e to tabidatte aa
anata e to

*drool*



6:13 PM - kai
*takes over andrea's blog*



5:16 PM - da village idiot
Invasion of the Kai and the Jason!!!



4:46 PM - kai
HAAAAALLOOOOOO!!

       4.18.2001

11:15 PM - kai
... Poop. XD

*dances around*

SHIMATTA!!

Self promotion. :ego:



11:14 PM - da village idiot
Anyway, not gonna let Kraptastica keep me up this time, zzzZzzz....



11:07 PM - drea
How come all my archives are gone?!

*dies*



10:56 PM - drea
Hehehehheheh. ;D

New guest! =D *presents Jaso* Er, yeah.



10:54 PM - da village idiot
Um, yeah, that was me, Jason. Don't think anyone else writes things as smart as that nowadays...



10:52 PM - da village idiot
Hi! I'm bored.



9:25 PM - drea
*seethes*

My eyes are stinging too.



8:38 PM - drea
This is making me sick.

I've done all these things I regret like hell, and I look back on them and say to myself: you can't make the same mistake over again. You gotta get up, get going and live your fucking life. And I act stupid and make another mistake. And another. It's like regretting is a habit now, I've done so many stupid things. I wish I could just take a mop and just wipe out the things I don't want in my mind. I hate myself for being so stupid. I hate myself for never learning. I hate myself for having no self control. I hate myself, period.

Although. I don't want to turn back time to correct those mistakes. Maybe that's why I so fucking suck. That's why I just keep making those mistakes. And maybe that's why I keep regretting.

Fuck it.



7:23 PM - drea
Blegh.

I hate feeling all prickly and stuff.

Dad just came in, and he was like looking around and stuff...and then he looked at my Laguna doll next to the hi fi, and he was like:

Eh? When did you get this doll?
Me: Uh...a friend gave it to me.
Dad: Which friend?
Me: *can't lie can't lie can't lie* Ugh....Raymond.
Dad: *eyes me*
Me: *feels all prickly* -_-




5:55 PM - drea
Eh...I really need to start my french essay. Poo. x_x



12:21 AM - drea
Mom and dad are getting old.

Yeah. I'm hoping to apply for summer school, but....no one's going with me. Well...we'll see, we'll see...

       4.17.2001

11:41 AM - drea
Missing You

fuyu wo matazu ni I Miss you, oh
kokorogawari wo yobiokosu
soshite hisoyaka na mune tsutaekirezu kodoku wo aganau
heya ni nokoru nukumori omoide ga
tabidatsu kimochi niburaseru
futari no aida ni dake kayou kotoba mo
mou tsukau koto mo nai

kokudou wo hashiru kuruma damarikonde wakare wo shirinagara
doushite futari hikareta no darou?

dokomademo shiroi yuki no you na
anata ni furu yume no tsubute
koe wo todokete yo itsumo no you ni
soredake de kyori sae koeru

seken wa itsumo shitataka dakara
shoujikimono ga baka wo miru
ki no aru furi no onna usotsuki na otoko
kowagari na orita inu no you da

furikaereba bokura katachi no nai ai to iu moji wo
korehodo madeni motomeyou to suru keredo...

haru no koishisa yo hana no ibuki yo
fuyu no nagasa ga tsunorasete
anata wo nakushita hajimete no yuki wa tsuratsura to
bojou ni ochiru
ima wa mada yousha naku fukisusabu kaze ni
utau uta mo kakikesarete
bokura ga sugoshita seishun no hibi wo nande hakareru no?
fubuki nimo nita gekidou no ima
hitomi tojinaide mitsumeteite

dokomademo shiroi yuki no you na
anata ni furu yume no tsubute
koe wo todokete yo itsumo no you ni
soredake de kyori sae koeru
ima wa mada koe mo hosoku
towa wo kou kanashimi ni tozasareteiru

ima wa mada yousha naku fukisusabu kaze ni
utau uta mo kakikesarete...

;_;



10:52 AM - drea
*stares at neverending pile of homework*

x_x



1:44 AM - drea
Time for a new layout. =D Whaddya think? ^_^ I needed something simpler. xP

Gack. School is...well, literally tomorrow. Wednesday. Plegh. I haven't exactly finished my homework yet, and I still have to finish cleaning up my room. Like I said, plegh. ^^;

       4.16.2001

9:22 PM - drea
this is my point exactly.



1:58 AM - drea
Bimbified.